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Friday, February 29, 2008

missing so sick =(

It’s leap year and today’s the last day of February—29.  It’ll take another four years to have a day like this.  I should be enjoying this once-every-four-years thing but I can’t. =(

Tonight, ne-yo is having his concert.  It is actually happening at this very moment.  I don’t really know how long I will have to wait for ne-yo to have another concert.  I don’t even know if he will ever have one. =(  All I know is:
1. I’m a big loser
2. I’m missing have of my life
3. I’m supercalifragilisticexpialidocious sad

Okay, so it’s not that of a big thing BUT for ME it is.  Come off it, the guy’s a phenomenon.  I loooove his songs.  Hearing him sing all of it live will be a great delight.  But instead of joining the crowd in dome, I’m here at home doing this blog. 

I was all-out with the idea of watching it but due to some reasons I don’t want to recall anymore, I’m missing it.  I don’t wan to think of it ‘coz it’ll make me sulk all over again.  So I’m making this my outlet.

How I wish he’d visit again.  When that time comes, I’m going to make sure nothing will stop me from watching it.  I’m going to be depressed for two nights.  I already took my anti-depressant and another one tomorrow night.  I’m going somewhere with my fellas too to divert my attention.  Now I’m so sick of love songs and it’s all because of him but I got to go on girl…haha! ‘til then.

p.s
still contemplating if I’m
going to megamall to see him.haaay!

Monday, February 25, 2008

fieldtrip

The weekend was so busy that it’s just now that I get to do this blog.  I had my fieldtrip last saturday, a first after three years.  You can tell I was all giddy for it. =)  Since tuesday, I’ve been carrying my empty backpack around the house.  =P  I woke up early for it ‘coz the call time was 6-6.30 am!

I got in a little bit late ‘coz the fx was already full, so I had to wait for another fx to get full.  I ran all the way from the españa overpass up to the catwalk.  They were teasing me I’m like a kid running.  Thank heavens I got in before they left.  Kung naiwan ako, first time ever yun.  I had everything anti-boredom with me. =)  I just can’t stand being bored.  So I borrowed an ipod from dawn and became instant auti.  haha!  I breathe music.

The trip was oh so long! I was even complaining that it was JUST cavite were going to.  I didn’t know that it had a part in pluto!  First destination was paradizoo.  I saw lots of animals that I haven’t seen before.  I even got the chance to hold an ostrich egg!  Man was it big.  A butterfly also rested on top of my head.  It didn’t fly away until I shove it away.  Astig! =) 

Next was gourmet farm.  I love the smell of coffee beans. =)  Oh!  The lettuce look sooo inviting.  It would’ve been better if we saw the process of everything in action rather than the machines alone.  The café was awesome.  I’d love to hang-out there.  =)

It was a tiring trip and so most of us were fast asleep on the way back to ust.  MG, NA, nico and I took off in magallanes.  We didn’t want to go all the way back to ust ‘coz we’re down south people.  It was one hell of an adventure and I enjoyed it. =)  it was very different from a highschool trip in the sense that people are not that rowdy while in trip.  I had fun with my block.  =) ‘til our next fieldtrip…’til then.  =)

Friday, February 22, 2008

The best things in life are unexpected

They say that the best things in life are free.  They’re missing that these can also be unexpected.  =)  I waited for 70 minutes just for an fx that’ll take me to manila.  It was a great reason to have a bad day.  But I chose not to let it ruin my day.  I prepared for it and wore flippies instead of my high heels.  If I wore my shoes right away then that would be a different case. I’ll make a blog about that waiting in vain next time.  This one is way, way important than that. =)

Though waiting ate a lot of my precious time, I was in a good mood the whole day and my friends noticed it.  I don’t know what had gotten into me but nothing seemed to ruin my good mood.  I had time to pay a visit a good fella, my qtie at her dorm.  It was just for a short time but nonetheless got to bond.  I haven’t seen her for the whole week.  I borrowed her earphones too.  I wasn’t sure if my phones were compatible with dawn’s nano.  I’m going to have a fieldtrip, a first after three years. yey! ÜÜÜ

I was getting dizzy ‘coz of hunger.  It’s a friday. Oh well, konting tiis na lang.  Even if I was “reprimanded” for texting while in class, I was able to answer when I was asked.  As soon as my last class ended, I dashed off for school, my oh so alma mater that is. =)

It was the last day of intrams.  I even had to change to my casual clothes ‘coz wongki had his wash day! Ayoko nga ako lang naka-uniform.  =P  So we chilled there for some time.  Saw some younger batches there too.  I’m looking dashing baby! nyahaha!  Okay, I’m talking nonsense. =P Afterwards, we were supposed to go to ruins ‘coz we don’t have any other place to go to. haha!  On our way there, we saw driver’s hot car in laiya.  It was just past five. nyahaha!  wongki called him up asking where he was.  His dad used it pala so we just ambushed him at home. =P  Got an initial shock but I’m glad about it.  Bahala kayo diyan! =P  hahaha! TBA na lang no.

After that, went to pick up dawn’s nano then finally to ruins to kill time. I waited for mum and kuya there.  This is an awesome day! =)  I wasn’t expecting things but man did it blew me off.

Short bonding with qtie was fun.  It was supposedly a hello-goodbye thing but we managed to chat for a bit.  Bonding with wongki and driver was insane-free! Thank heavens they know I’m a chica. haha!  Good news from driver. *wink*  An unexpected sight that made me laugh ‘coz I’ve been challenged.  Pataasan ba ng pride?  Bring it on. Ü  Ruins trip with mum and kuya was unusual but great.  It’s always ate, mum and I or us siblings eh.  I love it when things happen when I least expect it. =)  ‘til then…

p.s
I’m soooo excited for my fieldtrip ÜÜÜ

Thursday, February 21, 2008

indie flicks

Yesterday, I watched four short indie films with MG.  It was by graduating comm. arts students.  Actually, we wouldn’t know anything about it if not for a character in one of the flicks who litrerally ambushed us at the lobby.  He was dressed as a clown, the freaky kind that you see in carnivals.  I hate those.  But since he was really friendly, I didn’t freak out.  It was my two friends margie and nikkie that ran away and even screamed when he went near them!haha!  So it was only MG and I who bought tickets and watched it.

There were four flicks for the price of twenty bucks.  Each flick runs for twenty minutes.  Payaso is about a performing clown and his battle to make himself laugh.  He makes others happy but he couldn’t do it to himself.  Behind his tricks lie a haunting thought.  His son died because of a trick gone bad.  It drove him crazy that he committed suicide.

Balintataw is a psycho flick.  One’s love was pushed to the limit to the point it got him mad.  His wife left him and brought their child with her.  She lets her gay sibling tend to her impaired (mute) daughter while she works as an avon lady.  Across the parlor owned by the gay is an eatery where he loves to eat.  The cook-owner talked to the kid not realizing that she was mute.  The cook and the kid got along well. Rumors started to spread that someone crazy escaped from the hospital five years ago.  Guess what happened??  That’s for you to know…nyahaha!  I loved it. =)


The next flick is about at honest taxi driver that returned a large amount of money in a brown envelope to its owner.  An unfortunate event happened to his daughter and was rushed to the hospital.  I forgot if she had some sort of cancer or what.  He was desperately looking for money.  He asked help from his fellow taxi driver but to no avail.  He went back to that passenger who left her money in the taxi.  She was out of town and he really needed the money right away.  He worked relentlessly.  A passenger asked for a pit-stop to a bank.  She withdrew twenty grand and as he was so desperate, asked her to hand him the money.  She refused to give it and left him a choice he regretted afterwards…he killed her!  Apparently she was a surgeon, someone he needed for his kid.  When he got to the hospital, his kid had passed away. 

The last one was entitled tukayo, meaning magkapangalan.  It’s about antonio aka toni and antonette aka tony.  He’s a gay and she’s a lesbian.  Their brothers are bestfriends and so it was inevitable that they see each other often especially when there’s inuman session.  Truth be told, tony was not really into girls.  It’s just that she was boyish.  One inuman session, her kuya went to toni’s room while he was changing his clothes.  He harassed him.  I had a picture what brokeback mountain looked like (may heath ledger’s soul rest in peace).  I still haven’t seen it so if you do have a dvd, borrow naman. haha! He turned to tony for comfort and after a few months, they became a couple.  Odd as it may seem but they found bliss in each other. 

After watching all four flicks, I had the dream of becoming a director or what-not.  Basically to work behind the camera.  Typical at predictable lang naman gusto ng mga pinoy.  Maybe it could work out for me. So friends prepare your acting skills, we’ll shoot soon.  haha! kidding!  Try watching indie films, they’re really great.  ‘til then…=)

Monday, February 18, 2008

it happens

I wish last week wouldn’t happen again.  It was a really busy week.  I don’t think I would last if I ever had another week like that.  We went to BSP to gather some data we lack and even had time to ask for some help with the experts there.  Nosebleed kung nosebleed eh! =S  We were working double-time since our grade was on hold.  There was the election week to add up too. 

By the time V-day came, I was dead tired but was looking forward to something. =)  We (nikkie and i) even held an election on a freshie section.  Darn were they rowdy!  I was in a bad mood ‘coz someone was so rude in there.  My “dates” (she and joicey) told me date’s been cancelled and just move it to saturday.  Some things came up and I can’t be a brat ‘coz it was urgent.  So I was disappointed ‘coz I was REALLY looking forward to that sicilian lunch date.  Sure I had my downpour of boys but that wasn’t enough.  I had to wait for another two days. =(

I didn’t attend my law class last friday so that I could have extra time to finish my part on the thesis.  I just went to school to vote.  We didn’t have our last class ‘coz our prof. went to a seminar out of the country.  We didn’t join the comelec thingy either ‘coz we really have to finish our revisions ‘coz our deadline was saturday.  I was so bangag friday night doing it.  MG and I just text each other from time to time to check how we do with our parts.  It was a bummer day since two of our profs were out in that seminar I just said and it was a sluggish day.  We were able to pass our revisions on time and I just hope that was good enough.

Saturday means I would finally have my sicilian craving.  I guess not.  We still had some conflicts with time so we just decided to cancel it for the second time rather than have everything fast-paced.  I totally understand but you can’t blame me to feel upset.  Oh well.  joicey and i took out sicilian, I had green apple float while she had quickly.  It might have been a different set-up but at least somehow I got what I want. =)

I also had my singles’ night-out with my chicas (highschool fellas).  That too was cancelled.  What a bummer! =S  We decided to cancel it ‘coz not everyone can make it.  So what was supposedly a busy saturday  became a lousy one.  I got an SMS from qtie to go to starbucks.  Apparently pao ambushed her.  Well she was aware of that except that some other friends of pao would be there.  Okay lang naman daw kaso jahe factor.  So as soon as I got home from school, washed up, changed and dashed off to buko. 

After that, we went to ruins and looked for some tv series but it was still not complete.  We just went home.  Kwento galore lang and food trip.  =)  I said I didn’t want to drop by ‘coz it was a “rule” to eat first before leaving.  Ang kain dun parusa kasi big servings! haha!  At hindi talaga ko pinatakas at nag-dinner pa kami.

I know we had some great plans but were cancelled.  It was sad but it happens.  I know we’ll make it up next time.  I may not get what I was expecting but I got something else and it was all good. =) ‘til then…

Friday, February 15, 2008

cupid's driving me loca!

Today is V-day.  It was just an ordinary day with all that cheesy stuff going on.  Of course I made an effort to at least look presentable and smell extra sweet. =P  I was in a good mood early in the morning so that the rest of the day would be bright.  But it didn’t (next blog na un).  Let me share my lovely day first… 

I prayed that I may see my valentino.  I had one boy in mind and I was really not expecting to see him as I rarely see him nowadays.  Lo and behold, I was desperately looking for an expensive book I thought I lost.  I was talking to myself (I was alone in the locker area) “hala!nawawala”  when someone I didn’t notice was there asked me:“ano yung nawawala?” OH.MY.GOSH!ex love of my life! Seems like he still makes my heart skip a beat!darn it! =S  I was soooo shocked but I had to talk to him.  We had a short talk and I mean short.  I had to dash off ‘coz I left something for him.  Bet he knew that was from me.haaaay!asar naman. 

Actually he was the second eye-candy I saw.   The first one was I was on my way to the Church and passed by him.  He was in his practice clothes then and the second time I saw him, he was wearing his school uniform already.

Third, I got a reply from a former eye-candy.  I still feel elated whenever he’d reply to me even though it’s just a word or two. haha! =)  Fourth, I’m crushing on this AB dude.  I think he even lives down south ‘coz I saw him once waiting for an fx in the morning.

Fifth and sixth, they’re quite busy right now ‘coz of the elections (hmmm…) and whatta nice sight to see. =)  The last was my vain-assed eye-candy.  Gwapito! Ü

I don’t know why I had to see ex love of my life…was it cupid trying to make me happy or was it a torture?  It made me loca all over again.  Nonetheless, I enjoyed this day as I had a downpour of my favorite boys!ÜÜÜ

Oh the perks of being single. =) Once I get hitched, I know I had to limit my roving eyes.  I can still look but no more moves. haha!  ‘Coz I know all I’ve been looking for would be in my guy so I won’t have to look on other guys anymore. ;-P  Whoever you are, I’m just here boy!  ‘til then… =)

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

pre-Valentine's special

Tomorrow’s yet another Valentine’s day.  Now that sounds like I hate it. I don’t. I’m just not psyched up about the whole mushy stuff that happens during that day. =S  I’m not a fan of such thing.  You should see me cringe in disgust (haha!) at the mere thought of being sappy for L-O-V-E.  I’m just not the type.  But I know when I do meet my boy, I’d me sweet as sugar to the point that I might make you diabetic! haha! =P

I just couldn’t picture myself being sugar-sweet to someone.  So when you see me like that, then I’ve been bitten by the love bug.  =)  But I have to be careful to whom I have to show that side of me or they’d kill me. =P

These days life gets so busy and I don’t have much time for stuffs but I make it a point not to miss the good life.  Tomorrow’s something to celebrate. =)  My boy still hasn’t come around but that’s okay.  I’m enjoying the single life.  Like what they say, single and ready to mingle.  =) I’d be doing that. 

Being single doesn’t mean you can’t have fun during V-day.  In fact, you get to appreciate the event even more.  You get to see whoever you like.  So while you’re still single, enjoy the perks of being it.  =)  I’m living the life baby!  ‘til then… =)

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

ly's post-debut partey =)

You got that right.  Last saturday was ly’s post-debut partey, as in it’s her 19th birthday bash.  She wasn’t able to celebrate it that much last year so she made sure she’ll throw in a big one this time. =) It was only mg and I who was able to attend her party last year ‘coz it was on short notice and it had conflict with others’ schedule.  Anyway, we finally settled our drama and what-nots that we had the previous year. It was a big thing and I’m just grateful that we were able to patch things up.  Konti lang kami nakaputa pero okay lang.  It was a wonderful night with my fellas.  =) It’s been quite awhile since we had that kind of hang-out.  Everyone’s so busy with school we couldn’t find the time to see one another.  Expect us to catch on all the things we missed.  We hell did! =)  Hope next time you could go out with us ly.  I miss you super chica! ‘til then… =)

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

bummer start

February has just started and boy did I start it pretty bad.  =S I welcomed the month sluggishly and in a bad mood. We had our deadline for thesis and everyone was just rushing and if there was a word to describe the feeling it would be ngarag.  It wouldn’t be that bad if we had a little support (just think deeper).

The next two days were pretty okay except that I wasn’t able to rest ‘coz I had school on saturdays then paid a visit to my aunt. Mum and I got home almost 10pm.  Then I helped do some chores on a sunday. 

Finally, I got to rest on a monday.  Since the month started, I said to myself that I’d be doing some exercise. My sister asked me to go with her to ruins.  I suggested we walk our way there.   Go naman siya.  It was supposedly jogging time but she said it’ll get her tired and so we just did some breeze walking instead.  We did that.  I had fun ‘coz it was a change of scenery. haha!  I haven’t gone out last week.   That’s how busy we were!

I painted my nails different colors just for the reason to annoy my mum.  She dared me to go out wearing that.  Yun lang pala eh.  She said that people might think I’m crazy and I am so there’s nothing wrong with that. haha!  So I went to school yesterday with that and my friends were like “ang arte ng nails mo ah”.  I was in a good mood until I felt bad.

Before the last class ended, I went to the restroom and threw up.  That’s what happens whenever I miss my iron supplement.   I couldn’t take the pain and was so weak.  We (MG,MV and i) were going home when I felt it again. So we went to wendy’s and I went all-out there. Man did it suck! =S  I didn’t eat anything except my leftover burger so it was hard throwing up nothing!

I was so weak that I just gave my money to MG and slept the whole ride home.  When I got home, I asked my sister to cook mami for me.  I didn’t even finish it and I was back to my routine. I had some hot compress to ease the pain but it didn’t go away.

Now, I’m bored off my wits at home ‘coz I didn’t go to school.  I’m still feeling bad and I just hope it disappears soon.  My threshold for pain is very low.  A pinch could be magnified a hundred times.  So I’m cringing in pain right now. darn it!

Once this is all over, I’m going to have a better pace after all it’s the love month and I should be enjoying it.  We all should.  =) ‘til then…

Friday, February 1, 2008

soooo adorable...=)

Last tuesday, my sister and mother waited for my class to finish.  Mum was fresh from a flight and just rested for an hour then went to ust to pick me up.  We were going to visit our newest member of the clan, miguel joaquin laure.  He’s 48cm and 6.2 lbs.  When we viewed him at the nursery, he was fast asleep but I guess he felt he was being watched and woke up.  We asked the male nurse to bring him closer. So he carried him and we took pictures. =) Baby pa lang marunong na mag-pose! =P I wanted to smash the glass dividing me to that cute little baby boy. =)  Add to that, I think the nurse was a cutie too! =P  The only visible part of his face was his eyes.  I must say he had beautiful eyes that caught my attention plus a million gwapo points for knowing how to carry a baby. For me that’s hot. =)  Some things that’s sort of girly thing that guys do is hot. haha!  He was looking our way.  Yun lang hirap alamin sino tinitingnan niya, ako o si ate o kaming dalawa? nyahaha!  Ate thought he was cute too! =)  I asked my cousin (proud dad) to asked for his name when we left…sad to say he was nowhere to be found. Awww!  Too bad I wasn’t able to at least get his name.  Oh well… But nothing beats the newest attraction-miggy! =)