Over the weekend, my fellas and I had our Christmas party and year-ender party over at laiya. for a change, we didn't want any pad to be disturbed and less-hassle din eh. All we have to do is bring some dough and order the night away.haha! i wanted to drink so I could finally get over mr. sesame. Yeah, it was aa shallow reason for me to drink (I'm not really a drinker) but what could I say...I've been bitten by the darn love bug. In total I had 11 shots- 9 of laiya sling and 2 of bora trip (erlack!). My original plan was just to get tipsy but I went a little overboard. I was sooooo kulit and i broke down. Damn! I hate it crying for someone who's so not deserving.=( I just love my fabulous fellas who're always there when sh*tty stuff like that happens. For that, cheers guys! =) It was the first and LAST time I'm going o drink for love. Hangover the next morning was terrible!=S It was nt just me who loved the alcohol that night. Most of the chicas drunk and...hahaha!My galey guys! We're getting old. Social drinking na lang next time.hahaha! 'til our next inuman session. ;-P it has been truly an amazing year for me 'coz you made it amazing!=) Let's rock 2008! 'til then...=)
Monday, December 31, 2007
sunny days are over...=)
When 2nd sem started, I was getting more and more loca each day. For some strange reasons, I just got the coldest treatment from someone I really, really like. =S You know how it is when I like someone. I like them a lot to the point emotions are running high. Get me? There was nothing special going on. Occasional flirting lang and we’re friends. He’s the one who said we’re friends anyway. That’s why I got sooo loca when with a snap of a finger he wasn’t replying to any of my messages! I mean are there any friends who ignore your message when you asked them how they are? I well know that he has credits. I have my ways in knowing. He has time sending quotes naman! Worst of all, is there a friend who forgets your natal?? Maybe there is but I made a hint about him forgetting it but still no greeting from him. =S
The reason I’m sooo loca about this whole thing is probably ‘coz of the fact that for a long time I was just looking from afar. I finally got the chance to know him more and at the same time letting him know me. He was not the typical conceited guy I thought he was. Unlike mr. freethrow, he took the time to know me and not just for flirting purposes. I could safely say that we WERE good friends. For the first time, I wasn’t like a groupie! haha! That’s saying something. Ü No pathetic notes left in the car and I wasn’t anonymous either. He was too convincing and I was compelled to reveal my identity. Whenever I see him around the lobby, I greet him. Laging ako nauuna nakakakita sa kanya eh. Kailangan pa nya tumungo para makita ako eh. haha! =P Then all of a sudden, both of us started to pretend we’re busy whenever we run into each other. Ayoko na batiin siya. Lagi na lang ako nauuna. Eh may times naman na nakikita niya rin ako. Ganung klase ng friends na kami. Bet he has a chic. I really feel it. But hello??? Earth calling him, we’re friends so I don’t see any point of making iwas! Bahala nga siya diyan! My sadness has been long enough. It’s time to move on.haha! I just had my one-time big time over the weekend. =) My sunny days are finally over. When I think about it now, I realize that was just darn too nice and yeah, a natural flirt. Oh well…A brand new me will be launched when the new year opens. ;-) Wait and see what you just ignored boy! nyahaha! =P I’m loving this ne-yo song, go on girl—baby I’m feeling no stress, I’m too fly to be depressed. Ü ‘til then… =)
p.s I greeted him during Christmas…
and he still didn’t reply!
That’s really the final straw.
the season to be jolly..=)
Christmas was great! Ü We prepared a little something for kids who do some business in our subdivision. Collective effort talaga para nga kaming nasa factory kasi tuloy-tuloy yung trabaho. =) it was overwhelming to see them have fun.
We also had our Christmas reunion though we weren’t complete. So we’ll be having another one before new year. As always, the family’s so hilarious when were all together. Celebration’s not that “explosive” like it used to be. We’re not kids anymore so it wasn’t that big (the celebration). It was simple yet fun. For the first time, I didn’t know what the other gifts are. haha! Usually, I open them up long before Christmas and I just wrap them up again. It was different now. I was surprised with the gifts.haha! this Christmas was filled with a lot of drama and I mean big drama. But because it’s the season to be jolly, you just shake any bad feeling off. Cheers to that! Ü ‘til then… Ü
what happened to paskuhan??
Dec. 19, paskuhan baby! Ü I wait for this celebration every year. One reason is this is one of the few times you get to wear anything with out restrictions. Being a Catholic University
When I got there, my friends were about to get their food! I was lazy to fall in line alone but I had to ‘coz they were ranting that I eat. Networks were having trouble too! That’s how congested it was! Kahit tawag sobrang hirap! This was not sun either, globe! I think that was the most crowded paskuhan I ever had. I didn’t enjoy it much ‘coz of that. We just went around and took some pics from the nice decors all over the university. W just had one band, parokya. I love those guys but it could’ve been better if we had more. When they started performing, it’s as if there was an encore! Outsiders were wildin’ out. haaaay! Paskuhan this year was very different from last year. Instead of getting better it was… Thank heavens for wonderful friends that make any not-so-good moment to an ecstatic one! Ü ‘til the next paskuhan… =)
one great adventure...=P
*I’ve been sluggish to post my blogs for the past two weeks so they sort of piled up. haha! Finally here’s my two-weeks’ worth of whatever.
Dec. 18, my dad’s natal. It was also our block’s Christmas party at Maan’s place in qc. After class, I went to trinoma with some of my friends. My galey! Timbuktu
We took the lrt to cubao, walked a bit and took a jeep going to wherever it was. We missed the landmark! Buti nagtanong na si MG. We went down in philcoa (I think) and took a tricycle that would finally bring us to our destination. Finally we got there. Ü
Good thing we weren’t that late as majority of our blockmates just got there when we arrived. Bonding moments were oh so awesome! Ü Nakakatuwa kasi nagiging bonded na kami. Ü Such a loser ‘coz we were the first to go home since we live at the other end of the world! Lungkot talaga kasi ang saya nila dun. Next time sana lawton
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i love the season…=)
Christmas is very much felt right now. Nights are cold and I’m loving it ‘coz I get to sleep well…=) Simbang gabi started two dawns ago and though it’s a difficult thing to get up for the Mass, it’s all worth it. I’ve got six dawns left before I complete it. =) This is the time that negative vibes tend to bounce off. You just shrug everything away and learn to laugh at it. I can’t wait for paskuhan. =) I can’t believe it’s my third paskuhan tomorrow. How time flies by. I know it’ll be great. I have the perfect place, great ambiance and wonderful friends to enjoy the night. See you there! =) ‘til then…
no deal for real =)
Since I entered college, I started to see things on a different point of view. One major thing was friendship. I valued my friends more including this friendship with my best boy bud. My other friends thought we were an item. Oh my gosh! I would always answer no and we are JUST really tight. The thought of being with him was sooooo farfetched. Snow would have to fall here first before I fall for him. Months passed and we became closer than ever. I never ever imagined it but I felt it much to my dismay (snow is not a requirement for me to fall for him pala!). I tried to be just a friend but he was so darn confusing. Friends told me there was something between us. I didn’t want to assume that time and I was really manhid. Nagpapahiwatig na sakin and I still think he’s just that way to a dear friend. It came to a point that I was really confused and I said something that he misunderstood. I wasn’t sure if we’ve crossed the line or just super close buddies. Things became clear after that judging from his reaction. I tried to make it up to him but he totally ignored me for a month before he talked to me again! We weren’t able to talk about the misunderstanding we had. Next thing I knew was he was courting someone else. ‘Twas like a whirlwind romance and I was left sad all over again. I don’t want to be his friend anymore, not that time. When I was finally over him, I gave it (friendship) another shot. I was back to this heaven-sent super friend with no feelings attached and at the same time keeping distance from him ‘coz he had a girlfriend. We bonded frequently like the good old times when he was single. I think he missed it or it was me he was missing. I don’t really know and I don’t really care. =) He broke up with her like he always does. We were back to where we left off before all the confusion came in. Then we were back to away-bati mode. It came to a peak that I finally realized that it’s enough, before he breaks my precious heart again. He was starting to be confusing again. Forget everything about pride eh? I did but you didn’t. It’s a two-way communication boy. We’re friends but it wouldn’t work with me doing all the effort. I did my part, even more than what I can give. Before, I was hopeful that there was still something there. Whether there is something (most likely) or none at all, THE HELL I CARE. =) The way I see things now, it’s no deal and this time it’s for real. =) I made this blog for you to know… People say that I am bitter. Seriously, I am not. I just don’t want sh*t thrown my way. Who does anyway? ‘til then…=)
Monday, December 10, 2007
it’s that time of the year…
Christmas season is finally felt with all the decorations and cool breeze. It always gets me excited during this time of the year. For me it means holidays are coming and so school would be off for a bit and of course the merriment that’s happening. Fine, fine the gifts would be awesome too. But that’s the least that I think about. Of course there would be the time for fireworks display from different malls to attract more customers and also serve as a payback for their patronage. Since junior high, I had this date with mum during weekends at atc to watch the fireworks.ÜÜÜ kiddie huh? It is, but I love watching it!Ü For a moment it makes me carefree. I feel ecstatic every time I watch it. Every year, mum and I (sometimes with ate or pap) just stroll in town, eat something and watch it. Solve na ang pagod ko for the whole week. So when I read that they’re having the fireworks na, I told mum that we go and watch it. She asked me if I still wanted to see it. I said of course and would never get tired of watching it!Ü clash kami lagi ni mum with stuff. Most of the time, she thinks I’m too old for stuff or I’m too young.haha! That’s why she doesn’t know when to treat me like an adult and when to treat me like a youngster. I missed it last week ‘coz I had to do some important stuff which sort of went down the drain but it was all good at least when mum arrives, konti na lang gagawin ko. So last night, though it was drizzling. pap and I went to town to watch.ÜÜÜ Oh my gosh! It was awesome!Ü People were awed, myself included.Ü So if you want to run into me during Sundays, I’ll be at town. See you there. Can’t wait for next week!’til then..Ü
now it makes me wonder…
When I went to college, I had only one thing on mind. I want to be a CPA…chicken pork adobo.haha! Certified Public Accountant of course. Unfortunately, I didn't get in for the qualifying exams during my first year. I had the option to insist and get in (I had a padrino…sure fire I would get in) but I didn’t grab it ‘coz I thought I wasn’t really capable for the said major ‘coz I didn’t pass their standards. I also had the option to transfer to another university but I thought there’s no better school to go to. I had three universities in mind. First school would have me dead before I wear their uniform! It’s actually a sad thing wearing white when I’m not a nursing student! The second school would need a genius to get in and I am not. The last school would have me committing suicide ‘coz of the fact that I (totally) despise it! I continued with pre-com and I had to decide on what major to take. I was going for business administration (BA) ‘coz it was the closest thing to accounting. The only difference is the accounting subjects obviously. But ‘coz of teacher factors who taught my BA subjects and one great professor in eco, I made a decision to take up economics instead. Taking up eco would mean missing the opportunity of being blockmates with my former lovelife.haha! It was a really shallow reason to pursue BA. Besides, I told myself that with eco, there would be challenges. I want that. Fast-forward to a few months and I started asking myself what the hell was I thinking when I confirmed for eco?! Now, it gets more intensified as thesis is ruining my life! Now I’m wondering big time why oh why did I take eco… Well they say that realization sinks in when you’re already caught in the middle. Whatever I got myself into, I’ll finish it off. Ü economics is one bloody course but I know I’ll make it. I have to. Ekonomista ‘to!Ü I just need a little break and get my social life back! I’ve been deprived of having good time ‘coz of a lot of school stuff. Once I have my social life back, I’m pretty sure I’m gonna love eco again. Right now, if I’m going to put it on a status, “it’s complicated” would be the prefect status.haha!’til then…
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