oh so fabuloso!

Ever since summer break came, my love life's on hold...or should I say off???haha!=P That gives you an idea they're from school.  Nothing serious really but it's great to know that I exist to them somehow.  Big thanks to friendster  ( I dunno if her has a multiply) and to texting. =)  Over the weekend, I checked his account and made sure he would notice me.haha!papansin!  Siyempre dapat swabe!  'Di halata na gusto kong mag-react siya sakin.  I juts hope he doesn't read blogs or else I'm busted! Then I checked my other crushie's multiply account and was surprised to see his photo album with his chic's already gone.  I checked the chic's profile:single.  What happened??  I know I shouln't be happy but I am. tsk!tsk! bad!  Ambilis ah!  Just last night, I decided to text him good night.  Pathetic, yeah but what the heck?  Oh my gosh! he replied!  They're really over 'coz back when they were still together, he wouldn't reply.  If you could just hear my heart sing...I'm smiling like a fool.=P Most probably, I know I wouldn't end up with any of them.  I'm just enjoying my detour before that ONE comes.=)  oh so fabuloso! ; P 'til then...=)

jammin' pare!

Last sat. apr. 14, my sister and I together with our cousins and aunts went to Antipolo. My nephews were throwing a pool party the next day. Since it's far, we decided to sleep overnight there so we won't have to worry about the time and tire ourselves out with travel.  It was almost 8pm when we got there and my nephews ( though I treat them like cousins 'coz maliit lang naman age gap and I'm way too young to be called tita!) were preparing for this gig they wanted to see in eastwood. My cousin (their mom) asked us if we wanted to come.  Hell yeah! None of us wanted ti be stuck at home doing chores for the party. haha!  I even met up with my great friend Iyah.=) I miss her.  So we were there standing in the crowd, elbows rubbing and I can't hardly breathe!  It was all good 'coz I really had fun.=) I'm not a partyphile so I don't go to Libis but the restaurants there are great.=)  It was nice to bond and enjoy with my cousins.  Ibang trip yun.  A lot of bands performed and they just rocked the crowd. Ate don's ( my cousin) really cool to be going with her kids and bare with their kind of music...it was loud! But she didn't mind.  We got home around 2am and we went to the pool party before lunch.  Oh my gosh!  The water's fabtastic for the summer heat.=)  It was like 90% chlorine and 10% water. sobrang tapang!  Swimming galore!  Jammin' wasn't over 'coz my cousin and her three boys performed for us. Meron pang nag-iingay na mga bata.  Apparently only one from the "band" was invited.  Oh! My nephew got into trouble for that.  Anyway, it was really fun and cool except for those pasaway kiddos! 'til then...=)

how time flies...

Finally! This one's the present.  As I was cleaning my room during the past few days, I saw a lot of junk and I mean a lot that reminded me of so many memories.  How time flies.  In just a year, a lot of stuff happened.  Just a year ago, mar.  31, I was oh so sad I wasn't able to finish the grad ceremnoy in school for a dramatic reason.  After a year, I was having the time of my life in calatagan with my dear fellas.=)  During this time last year, I was crying 'coz I didn't make it to acctg.  and now I'm so wonderful that I didn't make it there or I could've died already.  Madugo masyado sa amv.haha! Back then, I was nursing my bruised ego and now everything that happened back then was sooooo like yeaterday!  I can't even think why I dealt about it for so long.  Time really flies so fast!  I just confirmed myself to economics major two days ago. Eco na!Eco na!Eco na!aaaah!aaaah!waaaaaah! (doobidoo un) In june, I'll be in my junior year!grabe! Ang bilis! I wish I have a clock stopper and time machine to make time stop anytime I want and go back to the past to relinquish wonerful memories...=) that's it for now...'til then...=)

walang katulad...

walang katulad ang salitang tama para ilarawan ang pamilya ko.whew!lalim ata nun! Anyway,  nothing compares to them...  For one, of course they're your own blood and flesh but other than that, our family's like one big barkada!=P When I was a kid, all I did was play.  I can't butt in to their conversation,  I still can't but I can joke around my older cousins.  The age gap betwen us was already bridged as I and my younger cousins, nephews and nieces gre older and my older cousins learned to live young.haha!  I was the youngest in the entire family for quite awhile and so when my nephew came, I was happy that I'm no longer the bunso.  My titas still think I'm this little girl and fascinates them that I'm all "grown-up".  You should hear them muse about me!  Wala kaming katulad kasi lahat connect.=)  San ka naman nakakita na pagkatapos ng libing eh kain and picture galore?? My mom's cousin ( so my tita), passed away last week.  It wasn't long before that we lost tita cora (my  mom's sister).  But we know they're in a better place.  It was Maundy Thursday adn we just left max's after the burial to head our way to Visita Iglesia.  While we were stuck in traffic, my cousins ate donna and ate daisy started to goof-around.  Lagi naman.=P Plus, my mom and titas were joining in.  We were just laughing crazily!sobrang gulo, kulit talaga namin.  Wala talagang katulad! Like they say: To each is his own...  I can't wait for our summer trip! 'til then...=)

swimming beach!=)

Mar. 31,Sat, my friends and I went to Playa Calatagan.=) It's our first-ever summer get-away out of the metro alone!=)yippie! Well, we went to laguna before but that was just a few of us plus we had threemoms and other adults with us!We still couldn't get away... naj needs an "adult" for her to be allowed to go.  What better thought they had in mind??? My sister!  We also had tito jack who drove for us.  So I was left to behave all day!  When I say behave, I mean not being soooo kulit and care-free.haha!  She asked her friend mang gino (LOL!) to go with us so she'll have company since I'm with my friends.  We planned for this trip since our xmas party! sobrang sabik no??haha!  We even bought the groceries together (some of us) and had ate finance for it. Magulo kasi yung chip-in in that case so we decided to just have one person who's going to shell out for all the expenses then we'll just divide and pay after all the expenses are accounted for. Just a day before our trip, ate and I bought a white bikini.Oh!what joy!=) Our call-time was 4am but of course we left almost 6am!  Hanggang ngayon uso pa rin ang late! haha! The beach wasn't much fun 'coz it was low-tide! Nasa malayo na kami hanggang waist ko pa lang! Of course for the others, it was just knee-high.  But I love the sand, and the salty water!=)  Sad I wasn't able to make a sand castle.  I haven't made one ever since I was a kid.  The resort had a great pool thoguth and so we plunged in there after a short dip in the beach.  Basically, we went all the way to Calatagan to swim in a pool! funny!  Takot mga tao sa araw samantalang ako eh sinalo skiat ng araw!=P  I really enjoyed that swimming beach trip with my dear fellas.  Thanks so much for the wonderful years guys!=)  Asenso na mga lakad natin no??I'm looking forward to another trip guys! Probably when barus back??  one more thing...to all who are away, wish you were here.  brotha, yzuelte and baru:missing you guys terribly.=( 'til our next get-away!=)
p.s
I enjoyed cooking eventhough it was just frying...I'd rather eat than cook!haha!

parting ways...

This would be another post-dated entry but what the heck?!here goes...Mar. 23, after our departmentals, our block headed to mcdonald's lacson to have our farewell party.  It's the last day we'll be 2Ham.=( In the 10 months we've spent together, I will surely miss them.  I am missing them already.  Though we all have our own barkadas, it was the first time that we were a block.  Tipong solid.  Back in our freshie year, we were divided.  Siguro kasi newbies lahat kaya kung sino yung barkada un na.  Parang 'di na kailangan maki-mingle.  I'm just glad that somehow we all broke that barrier and mingled with everyone.=) It's a sad thing that it's all over that's why we had a farewell party.=)  We had party hats, games, prizes and grimace!haha! kiddo ang dating!  It was all fun.=)  I'll miss having tiff, loren and sheilla as seatmates, "solving acctg probs with nikki, bianx, mai, marga, tiff and marvin, recitation and fun time during eco, program during calculus, kulitan during lit with loren, jedda ans sheilla, looking at everyone pretend that they listen during comp lec, teamwork during assignments, quizzes, exams, asaran, picture galore with the whole block, the guys' bet in nba games (chunkee check!haha!), seeing leica's shoes (we have two identical pairs:mama & baby), asking candy from gino, sandwhich sharing care of she, eating with joicey, she,ket, mai and ai.  If I mention all the stuff that I will miss in 2Ham then my fingers would probablyget stiff from all the typing.  To make it short, I'll miss 2Ham, everything about it, from the room, to the profs, to the seating plan, and most of all...my blockmates!=) pansinan na lang sa hallway.'til then...

p.s
wag tampo sa mga 'di ko nabanggit...
lahat kayo miss ko.

why now???

A week of depression... I laugh, I smile, I joke, I look happy... I just looked like it.  Behind those laughter, smiles, and jokes lie a broken heart... or maybe NOT!  hahaha! =P Last time I checked, I placed my precious heart in an indestructible chest (  how very appropriate, the heart's in the chest cavity) that only I can destroy, to give it to someone really worth-it...okay paranf lokohan na 'to ah!  Anyway, I don't dwell on "bad" things much.  Yeah I'm sad but it's not as if my world will stop revolving just because he's got himself a girlfriend or any matter in that case.  It's human nature.  Things don't always go our way.  What I did was have mcfloats almost everyday that week and eat my feel-good foods to cheer up.  Finally, I was bouncing back when I ahd a very close encounter with mr. terrible free-throw shooter!  Why now???  Why not when I was still kilig about the thought of that??  Yeah I had a few close encounters with him before ( when I used to like him) but adding some more wouldn't hurt.  Joicey and I just stopped by to buy some munchkins and drink before heading home.  While we were there, I spotted towering guys, one of them was Joicey's crush...behind them was him! grrr!  Nagpang-abot pa kami!  Si ate nachos ( suki kamin dun) pa na-gets usapan namin tungkol sa kanila at nakipag-usap pa samin!  He was just in front of me...that was march 15, I can remember it too well.  As if that wasn't enough, I had another encounter the next day!  I dropped ny the Church alone 'coz Joicey went home with Ket to get her sib a form in ue.  I was hoping of not running into someone while I say my little prayer.  I used to hope the other way around.  I walked my way out after praying.  Well, I didn't run int someone inside instead run into him outside!  What a time to see him??  I'm all alone. huhu!  I'm pretty sure had he not talk those girls , we would be praying side by side...again!  I just passed by him not even looking his way when I saw Joicey and Ket.  Apparently, they passed by him too and according to Joicey, he looked at them probably wondering why her company was different.  That's how familiar our faces are to him...actually to a few of them!  They waited for me to see how would I react.  Joicey said while I passed by. he was walking sideways towards me! Ang layo ko na nga eh!  I didn't notice that 'coz I wan't paying attention.  Papansin talaga yun!  Eh hindi na nga kailangan.  I thought my close encounters would end there.  Apparently not!  By the way, my depression's over already that time.  After four days of ceasefire (haha!), march 21, I saw him in the faculty room while I was waiting for my prof to get my exam 'coz I missed it.  He was with his mates. You could tell he was trying to get attention 'coz he was checking himself out in the mirror and was singing sexy back!  Kainis talaga! haaay!  Bakit hindi dati??  Timing nga naman.  Kasi!!!  Why go to the "other" side when I'm near???haha!eto na naman ko!enough.  'til then...=)

oh well...

hahaha!it's been three weeks since my last entry. Just a proof of how my last two weeks were in school:HELL! then a week of tamaditis...Well, I still have my classifyimg the other week so I reviewed for that.  All the same, pardon me for a pile of blogs that I'll post.  I've got three weeks' worth of stuff to tell.  Here goes the first...March 11, I texted my friend che ( my friend's friend na friend ko na rin) that I won't take a picture with our lovelife anymore.  We had an agreement that before school ends dapat may picture ko with him 'coz meron siya.  I just lost the urge to have one ever since he stopped replying to my mornong greetings.  I sort of felt na may chic na siya.  So text-text kami ni che then she told me may gf na daw.  She saw it here in multiply. POOF!!!  When I like someone, I like them to the extremes.  Sad talaga.  Oh well... TAE Siya!  Yun nga lang 'do ko  ma-flush for some strange reasons.  I gave myself a week to deal on my depression and finally get over it.  That's just me.  "pag gusto ko, gusto ko talaga pero sabi nga, "di lahat ng gusto mo, makukuha mo.  What you want is not necessarily what you need. =) Besides there's still many fish in the sea.  I might take that "literally".  Go figure about my new prospect...haha! =P It's his loss of meeting someone worth-knowing. hahaha!bitter! tama na nga.  'til then...=)