left ALL ALONE in the battlefield...=(

I am an introvert.  MIngling people is not really my thing.  I always need a spokesperson.  I'm just built that way.  Once I get comfortable in a crowd, I let me be me...you'd see me wacky and really madaldal, but when I'm quiet and all serious it means I'm a loner.  Last Saturday, May 26, I went to my Alma Mater for an alumni meeting.  Nik couldn't make it 'coz she was in Baguio.  Everyone just seem to be busy...really busy to come and rescue me.  Okay, so I'm a bit exaggerating things here  but that's how I see it.  When people need me, 98% I'm there, even if it means I have to sacrifice other things, I'd be there when you need me.  That's how I VALUE people.  When I needed someone, just someone, no one came rushing at my side!   I wonder why??  Then it hit me...I can not depend on anybody.  I always thought of that.  Things changed and I started to believe that hey! I can depend on him/her whenever I need help, but I guess I shouldn't.=(  I know fellas' eyebrows are probably shooting up as you read this.  Sorry that's how I felt.  I HATE being alone.  There are just some moments that I want to be alone and on that Saturday was not one of them.  Thank heaven's for my senior friends ( that's what I call them) and they were there.  But this does not mean I don't need my friends, batchmates ( more appropriate for the occasion) there.  For those who didn't know there was a meeting, here's what I have to say:  Ignorance excuses no one...   To those who didn't make it 'coz they had a duty:  You're excused...=)  As long as really had duty that day!  To those who didn't make it 'coz they didn't feel like it or didn't find timefor it when i KNOW they CAN:BAHALA KAYO! Iniwan nyo ko sa ere!!!>=/  For those who were plain apathetic:  Sanay na 'ko...  Ba't pa asahan ang mga nawawala???  To those who were out of the metro:you're excused too.  Well I'm proud to say I survived it WITHOUT you.  You left me ALL ALONE in the battlefield.  I struggled, I fought and I came out victorious...haha!  Lokohan na...Oh well.=(  'Til then...

dawn's 'debut' on her 20th birthday...

dawn celebrated her 20th birthday last may 18...she claimed it was her debut celebration...cige na nga...well, it was like the good ol' times..as in tipong mga first year high days..un..'til then...

surprise, surprise!=)

May14, my qtie's 19th Birthday.=)  'Twas election day.  For the second time, natapat birthday niya sa election.  The first time was when we were thirteen. We weren't party people then. haha!=P Anyway, she thought she didn't have any party.  With all the "chaos" the election brought and as she put it, time-out daw kasi yung debut niya grand.  She thought simple celebration lang with her family, tia's close friends and chosen neighbors...like tita lolit woiuld be contented with that.  Of course she wanted kath's friends to be there.=)   It was challenging  to contact friends but what the heck?!  It was all good.=) Ther ewas even a time some friends were asking me who's going, who's not going, it got on my nerve!  Pumunta kung pupunta, wag kung ayaw.  Wala pa ring kupas.   Binigay ko na yung mga infos, paulit-ulit pa rin.  Nakakamiss tuloy highschool days.=c   Mind you, someone really got on my nerve to the point that I don't know her anymore! Oh well, that's life. I have been pushed to my limits.  Kung ayaw na makihang-out, wag pilitin! I wouldn't let it spoil qtie's special day.=)   It was the first time we saw each other again after our calatagan trip.=) It was a blast!!!  Clueless talaga si kato until driver (jas) blew it off.  To all our fellas, iyah, janelle, lahat talaga especially to tita lolit thanks for surprising kath.  Cheers to all of us!=) 'til then...

galera galore =)

i got a text from my good buddy, cilla, askin us to go and visit her in galera.  i jokingly replied' "sure. as long as sagot mo house.".  boy!  she took it seriously.  =p  two weeks after that text, we were finally galera bound.  =)  qtie and i had a hard time planning for it 'coz our other fellas have summer classes. eh 'pag free na sila wala na dun si cilla.  so we decided to just go...  it would've been more fun if you guys were there.  wag tampo ung iba, sorry sobrang  limited lang pwede eh.  anyway, we were with tita lolit (qtie's mom) and her brothers.  it ws my first trip away from the metro with friends.  =)  it was sooo much fun!  we played volley in cilla's backyard (something we used to back in highschool.  we miss doing it!) and swam in the pool (aleysha's one heck of a swimmer.  super jahe ako!).
on our second day, we went to white beach.  =)  we walked around the beach looking for a place to crash for the night.  we can't decide 'coz the mommies are also looking for a place too.  (haha!)  when we met them they told us that we already have a place to stay.  beachfront pa!  after that, we went swimmimng in the beach, tried to build a sand castle (it wasn't successful! ;p), buried john and aleysha in the sand and lots of other fun stuff.  =)  i saw some hotties but they were all taken!  cilla and i haven't changed...  we can still easily spot cuties!  haha!  benta ni alysha sa mga tao.  tinalo pa kami.  =p 
on our third day, we rode the banana boat.  =)  tita carol (cilla's mom) doesn't want us to but we are bunch of pasaway so...  =p  nahuli tuloy kami when they picked us up.  it was fun kahit masakit sa ilong mapasukan ng tubig.  next stop was halo-halo stand.  it's super wyummy specially on a hot day.  then we went to bulabol.  it's on the other side of the island.  the water is clearer and the sand is coarser than in white beach plus it's not as crowded.  after that tiring day, we went back to cilla's place.  we just had a quick shower and plunged in the pool.  di naman kami mahilig sa tubig no?
early next day, we were off to the metro.  we extended for a day.  instead of sunday, we went  home monday.  that's how much we enjoyed our stay.  =)  nagbarko kami instead of bangka kasi maalon daw sabi ni tita carol.  super bagal!  we ended up sleeping!  it was raining when we got to sto. tomas, batangas and it was also flooded.  parang ust lang.  konting ulan, baha!  haha!  dapat adventure pa kami,  kasi broke na kami and there's no atm in sight.  good thing sa caltex meron.  i really had one hell of an adventure!  =)  thanks cilla, tita carol, cilla's dad, everyone in their place, qtie, tita lolit and everyone there who made that trip uber fun..  'til our next getaway!  =)